Sometimes I want to yell at you and tell you I can’t do this, that I’m not strong enough to go through this. Sometimes I want to scream into the night and not stir a single soul although my heart hurts because I know it’s broken – and it’s crying for me. When you’re in… Read More Who Am I Without ‘Me’?
I’m going to quote myself from last year. My post titled I See You reads: I don’t care how many times you screwed up in your past. I don’t care how much you messed up. I don’t care what things you regret but can’t take back. I don’t care as long as you’ve learned from… Read More Please. Please. Please.
When I smile, I’m afraid to frown. When I laugh, I’m afraid to cry. When I hug you, I’m afraid to one day get rejected. When I care for you, I’m afraid for the day you’ll be gone. Within my guarded walls I look out to the world around me, always self-conscious and fearful. I… Read More Another Dream. Another Nightmare.
Every since that day, she’s been numb to life. She had turned off her emotions and locked up her heart. She looks at you but she doesn’t see you. She listens to you but she doesn’t hear you. She’s numb. She’s…not herself. She takes deep breathes to calm herself. She closes her eyes and takes… Read More Emotionless
“People who say they don’t want to talk to anyone, say they do not wish to be a burden, say stuff like that don’t have trust. They don’t trust.” -psychologist Trust. What is ‘trust’? According to the online Merriam-Webster dictionary, the full definition of trust is “assured reliance on the character, ability, strength, or truth… Read More Trust
What do I think when you look into my eyes? You’re searching for something that might not exist in me anymore. You’re searching for a heart. You’re searching for something more than the impression I knowingly put on front. You’re searching for a human. You’re searching for…who I use to be. But that isn’t me… Read More Can’t Return to History