Have you ever heard the saying that goes something like this: People aren’t scared of the dark; they’re scared of what lies within it. Well… I’m not worried about caring about you, I’m worried about doing way too much. I’m not worried about doing too much for you, I’m worried one day you’ll ask me… Read More Scared of the Dark
I don’t want to speak today. I don’t want to be misunderstood. I don’t want to be doubted. I don’t want to be questioned. I don’t want to say anything today. You wouldn’t understand anyway, the demons that constantly whisper sins into my ears. You wouldn’t get it, how often I want to scream my… Read More Not Today
For the scars on my body which granted me life after my surgery at one day old. For the constant crying that kept you up at night while I was healing. For the worry that I made you feel as I was growing up. For the concerns that always wondered your thoughts whenever you looked… Read More Sorry…
When I smile, I’m afraid to frown. When I laugh, I’m afraid to cry. When I hug you, I’m afraid to one day get rejected. When I care for you, I’m afraid for the day you’ll be gone. Within my guarded walls I look out to the world around me, always self-conscious and fearful. I… Read More Another Dream. Another Nightmare.
He comes to me, acting as if he a well stranger who happened to know a friend. He comes to me, innocently smiling as if he doesn’t know anything. He comes to me, and I slowly open my door. I thought I was going to say that he meant well and I thought I was… Read More Attack From The Past
Cursed to constantly look over my shoulders. Cursed to always have my guard up. Cursed to think the worse is hiding somewhere right in front of me, but I am blind to see what’s there. Cursed…because you left me like you did. I should’ve known it was too good to be true. I should’ve guessed… Read More Cursed
Every since that day, she’s been numb to life. She had turned off her emotions and locked up her heart. She looks at you but she doesn’t see you. She listens to you but she doesn’t hear you. She’s numb. She’s…not herself. She takes deep breathes to calm herself. She closes her eyes and takes… Read More Emotionless
What do I think when you look into my eyes? You’re searching for something that might not exist in me anymore. You’re searching for a heart. You’re searching for something more than the impression I knowingly put on front. You’re searching for a human. You’re searching for…who I use to be. But that isn’t me… Read More Can’t Return to History