I see this little girl with sparkles in her eyes. She has worn out clothes, a little covered with dirt. She has tear stains she’s trying to scrap off her cheeks. Her hair is a little mess, a little dirty and not at all brushed. She smiles with her crooked teeth and looks up at… Read More Dark Girl – Scar
Sometimes I want to yell at you and tell you I can’t do this, that I’m not strong enough to go through this. Sometimes I want to scream into the night and not stir a single soul although my heart hurts because I know it’s broken – and it’s crying for me. When you’re in… Read More Who Am I Without ‘Me’?
After what felt like a tornado of pain and suffering, while bullets were fired and old wounds were cut apart, she began picking up the pieces once again. Maybe at this time, with how many times she’s been in a similar position, she expected she’d be used to the feeling but she was far from… Read More Dark VS Light
Have you ever heard the saying that goes something like this: People aren’t scared of the dark; they’re scared of what lies within it. Well… I’m not worried about caring about you, I’m worried about doing way too much. I’m not worried about doing too much for you, I’m worried one day you’ll ask me… Read More Scared of the Dark
I don’t want to speak today. I don’t want to be misunderstood. I don’t want to be doubted. I don’t want to be questioned. I don’t want to say anything today. You wouldn’t understand anyway, the demons that constantly whisper sins into my ears. You wouldn’t get it, how often I want to scream my… Read More Not Today
For the scars on my body which granted me life after my surgery at one day old. For the constant crying that kept you up at night while I was healing. For the worry that I made you feel as I was growing up. For the concerns that always wondered your thoughts whenever you looked… Read More Sorry…
When I smile, I’m afraid to frown. When I laugh, I’m afraid to cry. When I hug you, I’m afraid to one day get rejected. When I care for you, I’m afraid for the day you’ll be gone. Within my guarded walls I look out to the world around me, always self-conscious and fearful. I… Read More Another Dream. Another Nightmare.
He comes to me, acting as if he a well stranger who happened to know a friend. He comes to me, innocently smiling as if he doesn’t know anything. He comes to me, and I slowly open my door. I thought I was going to say that he meant well and I thought I was… Read More Attack From The Past
Cursed to constantly look over my shoulders. Cursed to always have my guard up. Cursed to think the worse is hiding somewhere right in front of me, but I am blind to see what’s there. Cursed…because you left me like you did. I should’ve known it was too good to be true. I should’ve guessed… Read More Cursed
Every since that day, she’s been numb to life. She had turned off her emotions and locked up her heart. She looks at you but she doesn’t see you. She listens to you but she doesn’t hear you. She’s numb. She’s…not herself. She takes deep breathes to calm herself. She closes her eyes and takes… Read More Emotionless
What do I think when you look into my eyes? You’re searching for something that might not exist in me anymore. You’re searching for a heart. You’re searching for something more than the impression I knowingly put on front. You’re searching for a human. You’re searching for…who I use to be. But that isn’t me… Read More Can’t Return to History