She stands in the corner with her head down, trying to hide the demons that dance in her eyes. Her body is barely trembling with the fear in her mind taking control of her limbs. Her eyes are closed as she tries her best to calm her breathing and slow down her heart rate before… Read More Elevator from the Past
I wake up, my eyes opening wide taking in the very minimal light that’s in my room. My body wants to bolt up, sudden fear crashing through my mind making my heart race, but I fight it to stay on my back. Closing my eyes, I try to calm myself down knowing it’s just another… Read More Nightmares Disappeared
Have you ever heard the saying that goes something like this: People aren’t scared of the dark; they’re scared of what lies within it. Well… I’m not worried about caring about you, I’m worried about doing way too much. I’m not worried about doing too much for you, I’m worried one day you’ll ask me… Read More Scared of the Dark
The warmth of his arms wrapped around me starts to melt my stone cold heart. The sweetness in the words he says in forgiveness for all my sins starts to remind me that, as a human, I am bound to make mistakes. The adoring looking in his eyes start a ripple in the fabric of… Read More One More Time
Honest. I don’t know what to expect anymore. I thought everything was going to be okay…but how do you say that when all you see are mistakes reappearing and moments you never wanted to remember being relived? That scared, that terrified, that tormented feeling returns back to me each and every time I close my… Read More Relapse (Again)
When I smile, I’m afraid to frown. When I laugh, I’m afraid to cry. When I hug you, I’m afraid to one day get rejected. When I care for you, I’m afraid for the day you’ll be gone. Within my guarded walls I look out to the world around me, always self-conscious and fearful. I… Read More Another Dream. Another Nightmare.
“Time to go.” My sister stated coldly, rushing to get her things. “We’re going to be late. We should’ve left half an hour ago.” Her boyfriend rolls his eyes behind her as he gets up from his seat, “It’s not your fault. You had to help with Renea.” I follow them silently, trying to keep… Read More Too Close For Comfort
What do I tell you when I wake up screaming, sitting up in my empty bed? What do I do when all I want to do is have you there with me, to hold me and tell me it’s going to be okay? What do I say when you’re miles away but you yearn to… Read More Nightmare
The phone light is the only one in the room as she lays in bed texting her new friend across town. She wonders if it is possible to erase the past and not have to worry what was back there while she walks forward with someone new. She wonders if she will ever have to… Read More Okay.
Every since that day, she’s been numb to life. She had turned off her emotions and locked up her heart. She looks at you but she doesn’t see you. She listens to you but she doesn’t hear you. She’s numb. She’s…not herself. She takes deep breathes to calm herself. She closes her eyes and takes… Read More Emotionless
There’s this new path in life. It trails off from the people I know around me. It goes to this unknown place. I can’t see where it goes or what it consists of. There’s this new path that is set before me. I don’t know where it will lead. I don’t know who else’s path… Read More A New Path
He looked past their pain. He found it amusing when they were struggling with confusion. He was intrigued by their compassion and loyalty. He felt empowered through their suffering. He mocked those who talked about being selfless. He teased those who fought against their desire behind selfishness. He laughed at their questioning thoughts about good… Read More Him VS Her…Everyday