I know there are a lot of things I worry about that I shouldn’t. I know there is a lot of weight I voluntarily carry that I should probably put down. I know I spread myself thin at times, and that’s my fault. I know this is how I am. But, in all of that,… Read More Always Here
Can I be honest? I’m a first-generation college student coming from a pretty traditional Asian-American household. Instead of pursuing a career in the medical field like my many aunts and uncles, like my parents wish, and my older sister likewise, I am finding a place for myself in engineering and computer science. Let’s just say… Read More This Is Me…as of Today
There was something I had once said, probably four years ago: “If you want to leave, I won’t make you stay. If you don’t want to go, I won’t be able to push you away.” I look back and still want to believe it to be true. Let’s be honest, we’ve all been lied to,… Read More Is It True???
Starting from the time I open my eyes to the moment I finally let myself rest and sleep after a long day, my heart smiles. It loves the ‘good morning’ texts I receive and deliver to you, knowing maybe, just maybe, it’s making you smile too. I hope it reminds you that someone thinks of… Read More Smile, Love
Her smile is beautiful. Her little laugh is adorable. Her heart is magnificent. I know that, every day when I wake up, she is either heading to work or to school. I know every day, how much she cares about me and loves me. I know she wants, more than anything, to be there for… Read More Love, Her
She sits in the chair, leaning back against his chest as he wraps his arms around her waist. She smiles as she makes herself comfortable in his arms. The rain outside pours down, the smell of the weather rushing in from the opened doors. She smiles, she feels safe for the first time in a… Read More Singin’ In The Rain
The memories. The photographs. The souvenirs. The dreams. The emotions. The memories. I look back to that year and think, “Wow. Just Wow.” So much happened that year. There were so many things going on at the same time. There was so much hope and happiness yet so much pain and torture. There was so… Read More BitterSweet Memories
I miss you. I miss your smile, the way it always brightens up my day. I miss your warm hugs, the way you always held me so tightly and close. I miss your laugh, the way it makes me smile and wakes up my heart. I miss your touch, the way it sends sparks through… Read More Memories. Forget? Never.
Yawn. I don’t want to sleep. Yawn. I’m not tired. Yawn. I love the smile on your face. Yawn. I love the way you looks at me with adoration. Yawn. You don’t want to go to sleep either. Yawn. My eyes won’t stay open. Yawn. But I don’t want to sleep. Yawn. You’re yawning as… Read More (YAWWWWN)
Have you ever heard the saying that goes something like this: People aren’t scared of the dark; they’re scared of what lies within it. Well… I’m not worried about caring about you, I’m worried about doing way too much. I’m not worried about doing too much for you, I’m worried one day you’ll ask me… Read More Scared of the Dark
The warmth of his arms wrapped around me starts to melt my stone cold heart. The sweetness in the words he says in forgiveness for all my sins starts to remind me that, as a human, I am bound to make mistakes. The adoring looking in his eyes start a ripple in the fabric of… Read More One More Time
“It’s not going to happen again” is what I keep telling myself but the fear that lingers, the doubts that hide, even the smallest chance of possibility rises from the dark and engulfs all the light. I keep telling myself, “I will never put myself in the position again”, “That will never be me”, and… Read More Life History
I know you have that list of things you swore you would never catch yourself doing. I know you have those things you promised yourself you would never do. But did you ever think that it would be okay? It’s okay to have some fun and flirt. It’s okay to hang out and make memories.… Read More Okay. Okay.
I don’t mean to hide my life from you…I just don’t want it to drag you down from the wonderful life you seem to be living and trying to uphold. I don’t mean to make you think I do not trust you by not letting you know what is physically wrong – because I know… Read More Revision (This)
“I’ll see you in two hours. Okay?” I asked with a warm smile. She nodded and laughed, playfully pushing me away with her cold hands, “I’ll be fine without you. I’m not that helpless!” I chuckled and took off my jacket, draping it over her shoulders, “Here. You’re cold. Remember to get some food if… Read More Getting Lost Finding Trouble