Constantly having earbuds in outside and headphones on inside, music is his attempt to silence the silence. Even the music in his ears get silenced by the silence that pounds in his head. At the same time that he heard an echo in his heart wishing for her to stop him once again and gently… Read More Have Fun
Somewhere between the heartaches and headaches, I found acceptance in my heart for the scars on my body. Somewhere between the silence that used to be side comments on my weight or appearance, I found a way to feel beautiful. Somewhere between running aimlessly and walking with my eyes closed, I found somewhere I actually… Read More Scar VS Me
She stands in the corner with her head down, trying to hide the demons that dance in her eyes. Her body is barely trembling with the fear in her mind taking control of her limbs. Her eyes are closed as she tries her best to calm her breathing and slow down her heart rate before… Read More Elevator from the Past
She sits by herself. Darkness engulfs her from all sides. The one and only source of light shines brightly from the corner. The light shines blue. She stares down at her hands. She is trying her best to hold it together. She is trying not to tremble. She is trying her best. But she can’t… Read More Her Best, Remembers
I don’t want to speak today. I don’t want to be misunderstood. I don’t want to be doubted. I don’t want to be questioned. I don’t want to say anything today. You wouldn’t understand anyway, the demons that constantly whisper sins into my ears. You wouldn’t get it, how often I want to scream my… Read More Not Today
Honest. I don’t know what to expect anymore. I thought everything was going to be okay…but how do you say that when all you see are mistakes reappearing and moments you never wanted to remember being relived? That scared, that terrified, that tormented feeling returns back to me each and every time I close my… Read More Relapse (Again)
From California to the New York islands. From the Redwood Forest, to the Gulf stream waters. This land is made for [not] you and me. I finally got my life figured out. I finally got out of the mindset that I need your approval for every little bit and thing that I do. I finally… Read More This Land is [Not] Your Land, This Land is My Land
She could physical see her hands shake as she paused before clasping her fingers around the smart phone. She didn’t know who to call – everyone was busy, everyone had their own lives, and everyone had their own problems to deal with. She didn’t want to become a burden to anyone, especially her family and… Read More Guilt. Fear. Stress.
I’m the kind of girl who loves movie dates curled up on a couch under warm blankets. I’m the kind of girl who loves holding his hand and dancing around in public to draw attention to the fact that he’s mine. I’m the kind of girl who loves the cutesy charm stuff. I’m the kind… Read More Girl
Emotionless. Isolated. Numb. Cold. Empty. Guarded. When you look at me, I wonder if you see the demons through my eyes. When you talk to me, I wonder if you can feel their presence in my mind. When you approach me, I wonder if you can sense their aura around me. When you touch me,… Read More A New Friend?
I remember you. I remember your dark and mysterious eyes. I remember your intimidating vibe. I remember the coldness in your voice and that spec of evil in your laughs. I remember you. But, then again, I never knew you…did I? I could never understand what went on in your mind, or why. I could… Read More 666
Let’s call her Scarlett – Scar, for short. She’s someone who does not care for others, not more than her personal gain. She’s someone who is selfish and deceitful, and isn’t surprised when others are the same. She’s someone who does not know mercy and plays with others pain and weaknesses for her own amusement.… Read More Devil’s Angel