Everyone can be many things. There is always something more than what meets the eye. There might be a fire burning on the outside while there is an ice block hiding within.
I know I can be hard to handle. I know I can be too emotional and a little bit insane. I know I can be nosy and a little uptight. I know I can be stubborn as heck and hard to understand. I know I can be conflicted with myself at times. I know I can be cold and bitter. I know I can get emotionless and nearly impossible to reach out to. I know I can be a hypocrite who just doesn’t know how to live life. I know I have a darker side not everyone can handle. I know I have problems not everyone can be close to.
Covers hide many things, and people are constantly surprised that what you see might not match what is lurking inside.
I can also be very lovable. I can be generous and kind. I can be sensitive but that’s only because I care. I can be emotional because sometimes I’m just a little too much ‘there’. I can be nosy because I want to know how I can help. I can hard to understand, but that’s only if you don’t take out the time to try.
I know you may not understand my darker thoughts, maybe no one ever will. You may not understand the reasons of why I cry. You may never understand what it’s like to go through my medical history or the struggles I still have in my life. But if you ask, if you’re patient with me, and you listen to what I am willing to say, you might find the little girl inside me hiding behind everything she pretends to be.
If you take your time and you don’t give up for some time, if you gather your courage and take a chance on me, you might just see who I truly am inside and you might see the ‘real’ me.